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Aspiritions

by Moxy By Proxy

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1.
Caravan 03:35
I packed up my things and I left for the caravan My time is short, I was blessed without a heart And I can see right inside your mind All of the time You're brighter than the costumes on Friday night In a caravan I shot myself up with vinegar and piss How was I to know that it all would come to this? And I can see right inside your mind All of the time You're brighter than the costumes on Saturday night In a caravan Come hold my hand In a caravan Come see my band In our caravan But I still see you every week Sitting in the stands, trying to take a peek And when I see you, I get weak Shuffling my hands, stifling a shriek
2.
Caskets 03:58
The tide is coming in Careful, you'll get dragged underneath the waves Your shovel's in your little hand Put it to the sand and dig us a watery grave Don't let the caskets come between us Won't let you stay inside Don't let the caskets come between us Let me see those eyes tonight You're covered in dirt from head to toe You know that look doesn't suit you so well The one thing you're thinking as your breathing starts to slow I wonder if they have showers in hell Don't let the caskets come between us Won't let you stay inside Don't let the caskets come between us Let me see those eyes Tonight I'll wait for you to come back home I can't accept that I'm alone I can't
3.
Why does every day gotta be so hard? Why does every mile gotta be so far? Why can't the world just stop its spin? 'Cause I'm dreading every night for the day to begin I feel hard times are coming And I don't think I wanna be here Thinking about the future is so hard to do When you don't think you'll make it past 22 Really kind of hoping for a hot ball of sun To come and burn away everything that you've done I feel hard times are coming And I don't think I wanna be here Soon you'll feel sad 'Cause you lost all you had And you'll never see the sun or sky again And then you may cry You're not sure the reason why But you never wanna feel this way again And then you won't feel Guess it's not that ideal But at least you'll never have to frown that way again I feel hard times are coming I think they're already here I feel hard times are coming And I don't think I wanna be here
4.
Pale Rider 03:11
You're a pale horse rider And you're wired in for sound You can take the stage But you know that I am bound To fall in love Love You're unholy scripture But I'll read from every page Pretty as a picture And that's just enough today You're death incarnate And you're bringing my release You may have killed me But it's not hard to find my peace And fall in love Love Taking it from me But I can't complain Taking it from me Don't know me by name Shot me right into my heart full of shame But you're taking it from me And I can't complain
5.
This Fire 03:39
I walked into the sun, I was waiting for you Thinking that you would be waiting there too But when I landed, I looked with dismay Thinking that I had been wasting my days I looked out empty, my rose-colored eyes Had faded and surely they spelled my demise I lay down, tired, I scorched and I burned As black as the sky at the end of the earth God, this fire is cold It's chilling me to the bone I looked at you and you stared back at me You said that you'd love me to the bottom of the sea But that love doesn't extend to the sun 'Cause if it did, you wouldn't have to run God, this fire is cold It's chilling me to the bone I'll wait to call 'til I'm sure you don't care Too little, too late and a thousand yard stare I'll force you to love me and show me your heart Then I will take it and tear you apart
6.
Birthday 02:26
Merry Christmas everybody Christmastime has gone Don't you worry, it'll be back Before very long Wintertime is cold and sickly The worst time of year But there's not a better time To spread some Christmas cheer Christmas is Jesus's birthday Gather 'round the Christmas tree And read your favorite verse Like the one about killing babies Or something even worse Now it's time to light the candles And sing Silent Night Going 'round from door to door And causing quite a fright We will sing until they join us Croon right to their souls They'll sing for the Holy Spirit Or they'll pay the toll Christmas is Jesus's birthday, hey People think we're nuts They don't know just what it's like Angel of the lord Spreading every word People think we're nuts But they don't know just what it's like To be an angel of the lord Spreading every single word
7.
Lost Control 02:59
I went driving down the road I think I lost control I looked up and I asked if I'm dead And you turned to me and you nodded your head I went driving down the road I think I lost control You think I'm so smart You think I'm growing up But I won't be coming home to you I went driving down the road I think I lost control I looked up and I asked if I'm dead And you turned to me and you nodded your head People think that I haunt your home They don't know that you're all alone Am I better off? I hope you don't lie awake in bed With thoughts of me running through your head Are you better off? I went driving down the road I think I lost control I looked up and I asked if I'm dead And you turned to me and you nodded your head
8.
I saw you looking at my window I don't think you want to know me Okay, you can come up for a minute But I don't think you want to know me well I'm only gonna drag you down You have plans Which is more than I can say I could do anything But there's nothing that I want today I'm only gonna drag you down Leave me here Keep me safe at home I can't get In your way if you're alone I'm only gonna drag you down
9.
Changes 01:31
Nothing changes and no one ever will The hand of time is creeping ever faster But all we'll ever be are sickly little bastards The planet's spin could stop at any moment But we don't care, our lives already phoned in sick People are flying and we're just standing still 'Cause nothing changes and no one ever will Ohhh
10.
Aspiritions 07:48
I went walking past your house The ground's been newly paved Been seeing him around He says that you've been saved But I was there the day We turned and walked away And said "don't worry, babe" I said I'll keep the faith A thousand times before I don't see the point in it anymore When you can't come around You were meant for so much more than in the ground I can't see you And I don't want to be the only one that you talk to But I guess I'll do 'Cause I'm the only one that could never cry for you For you Leave your window open Just a tad so I can Sneak inside tonight And sleep inside your bed Yeah Unlock the door And run away Don't believe What all the grievers say Thoughts you spent your pennies on Weren't worth their weight in gold There's no yellow line dividing this road Leave your window open Just a tad so I can Sneak inside tonight And sleep inside your bed What's the point of living? What's the point of waking up? Everyone's going to leave me sometime Leave your casket open Just a tad so I can Crawl inside tonight And sleep with you instead

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This album is my first full LP, even though it's completely comprised of demos.

There's no production or layers here; it's all just done straight into a cheap recording stick. The quality of the songs is VASTLY better than Hollywood, but I should have not been so lazy and just layered these bad boys up. Oh well.

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released October 26, 2012

All songs written and performed by Bobby Brake

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Moxy By Proxy is a project from musical wunderkind Bobby Brake. He made a couple of albums using only his words and mastery of sonic expression.

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